Friday, April 24, 2009

Inspirational poetry

A Sad Child


A Sad Child

You're sad because you're sad.

It's psychic. It's the age. It's chemical.

Go see a shrink or take a pill,or hug your sadness like an eyeless doll

you need to sleep.

Well, all children are sad

but some get over it.

Count your blessings.

Better than that,buy a hat.

Buy a coat or pet.

Take up dancing to forget.

Forget what?

Your sadness, your shadow,whatever it was that was done to you

the day of the lawn party

when you came inside flushed with the sun,

your mouth sulky with sugar,

in your new dress with the ribbon

and the ice-cream smear,and

said to yourself in the bathroom,

I am not the favorite child.

My darling, when it comesright down to it

and the light fails and the fog rolls in

and you're trapped in your overturned body

under a blanket or burning car,

and the red flame is seeping out of you

and igniting the tarmac beside you head

or else the floor, or else the pillow,none of us is;

or else we all are.



Fire-Caught by Langston Hughes

The gold moth did not love him
So, gorgeous, she flew away.
But the gray moth circled the flame
Until the break of day.
And then, with wings like a dead desire,
She fell, fire-caught, into the flame.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Adam Lambert


Ok so I know American Idol is a show that some people love and some people despise. I actually have watched it the past 5 years and I love it at first. I loved season 5 when Taylor Hicks won! I am a soul patroller for those who understand. The shows since then have been lackluster....that was until this year! This year one contestant came and stunned me with his charisma, voice, and style.....and that was ADAM LAMBERT...I mean wow, this boy can sing. He may be gay but he has the girls falling in love with him as well as the guys. He has a rocker/punk flair to him. He lost some of his fans when he sang Ring Of Fire in his style....but there were alot who loved it, and I am one of them. Every week I watch the show just for him. I am a huge fan and wanted to share that with those who care.


Thursday, April 2, 2009

Freaking out.


I am so scared about going to college. It's a new world filled with the horrors of studying and the tortorous world of college professors. I have been in the same school for ten years, I'm not ready to leave.


I don't want to leave behind my friends and lose all of my contacts here. I'm not ready to lose all I'm familiar with.


Well I got that out. I have a month left with the people I love being around. One lousy month.